I woke up yesterday with a cold that came from my hubby. Sneezing, nasal drip, eyes itching, running nose and upset stomach. I felt like cramp and slept all day. Today I woke up feeling better ready to figure out what my October challenge was going to be however when I picked up my puppy baby from the groomer she noticed a ball sized lump in the back of his right ear. She used the word tumor which fucked my whole head up. I started to freak out. My nerves got bad and I felt like crying. As soon as my hubby got home I broke down. It didn't help my emotions that earlier this week both my babies were attacked by a large dog. Thank goodness they were not hurt but to now find a large lump on my baby is freaking me out. In addition to all that my hubby worked the overnight shift which fucked my whole sleeping habit along with being sick. Just a fucking mess. We slept from 10:30am to 6:00pm. Once I was awake it was time for dinner. I was able to get him a vet appointment for tomorrow and until then I will try my best to not obess about it. I can't help it, my love is enaromous for my baby. I can't help but think about the lump and not give my challenge any thought whats so ever. I just pray that all is well. Until tomorrow, good night.
Wasnt me.
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